Naive is my greatest enemy
OMG.. I really can't believe this.. I've been foolishly assuming tat a brand new r'ship has begun. I tot we agree came to a consensus tat everything will start brand new.. I tot this thing is already tied down and agree among us. Now it seems like crap la.. Her agreement wasn't meant to agree to start but to agree to TRY OUT wadeva. Tat doesn't tally with wad is meant by everything brand new.
I feel damn sad now la.. Said so much, try so hard to get an agreement with both of us. But now the relation is just FRIENDS.. ARGGHH.. Wad did i NOT DO to make her feel the sincerity and assurance?
I really can't believe that I've assumed tat we already started. But i dun think i misunderstand lor and i dun think there's any ambiguity involved la. EVERYTHING NEW = NEW START isn't it? How much can there be a misunderstanding? OMG.. How can this be happening? Itz such a serious case la. Haiz.. I duno wad to say abt myself la.. Perhaps my greatest enemy is being too naive..
What's the misunderstanding here?!! WHEN CAN WE START??