wad shld i do?
i'm getting very confused nw...... very blurz... i'm sure of my own feelings nw. itz really true tat the feeling is back again... shld i tell her not? I really miss her terribly.. But i dun dare to date her out.. I'm so cowardy~! *sobz*sobz* The only thing i can yearn for is to chat with her daily.. Making myself happy a bit nia. Duhz. Today she's not online... Wonder who she go out with again....... Really envy her with so many frenz to care abt her... No doubt i'm juz a small fry to her... Haiz...
I really dun dare to tink of consequences. Wad if tat guy tat actually came into her mind that time is really me? Will i regret not telling her? I really dun dare... ~>.<~ And wad if tat guy is not me? I'll make the situation worst lo.. Haiz....
Can someone send my msg to her heart? haha. I scared i'll make her more confused with her decision. Arghh.. Left right also wrong move.. Wtf shld i do?! Haiz.. Wad if she really got a new target liao? Den i go tell her.. wah piangz.. super thick skinned sia.. Haiz... So troubled.. Haiyooo~~ WAD TO DO?
To let go will make myself suffer.. To pursue will make her either troubled or lost. Either way also not win-win solution.. Wah piangz..
SUPER LOW CONFIDENCE~! ARRRGHHHHHHHHH~~!!
Wonder wadz the outcome if she does c this entry... Hmmmmmmmmmm....