Does age matters?
Does age matters in a r'ship?
Does age determine the maturity of that particular person?
Will age difference affects the love between a guy and a gal?
Older gal and younger guy == Nono r'ship ??
If the above ans are all yes, den i know no matter how much i try.. There will alwayz be a mindset tat i'm still childish.. Still selfish..Still naive.. Still growing up..... Still no chance.. Still IMPOSSIBLE... So it was a wrong start in the beginning afterall.. Haha.. So i've been a great fool afterall.. Is not i wan to cling on for hoping miracles to happen... It's juz tat i wan to cling on to every possible chance.. It's something worth doing........ But at least i know i'm rationale this time.. Muz be clear-minded before doing anything.. But nw... i guess i used up all my ideas le... Should i give up my happiness? Ha...
Felt very lonely out of sudden... Hope someone can hear my sorrows... But the best pal i can find will scold me for sure.. Lolz.... Dun dare find this pal for nw. Haha..
But.. anyway.. Things are fine as it is going nw.. I should let it be this way le.... Nth i can do to make things better liao.. Juz hope won't make it worse can le.. Haha.. Don't worry.. I'm OKAY!! Just feel so frustrated and juz nagging here. (Although i know no one will read this.. Haha)
Today is xmas eve lor~ Wish everyone a merry kerimasu~!