Mixed feelings
Haiz. Recently I feel confused abt my feelings. I suddenly feel like trying to forget everything tat happened for the past 2-3 yrs..... Wanted to start afresh with new life in 2007. Yet i couldn't bear to forget her. Recently she got some problems.. But i couldn't help her much. I got not much exp in such things. I wanted to help so much.. But wad i can do is to entertain her... I can't possibly say "let me take care of u bah. allow me to share your sorrows..." rite? Later she run away far far from me arh.. Haha..
Yet another side of my brain tells me to look for new gal liao.. Juz find new target to aim.. True also la.. But.. haiya.. she keep appearing in my mind so often these few days.. the feel is back again lor.. I know i can't afford to make any mistakes liao.. 1 mistake will make us frenz forever.. really impossible to be back again.. really lost in wad to do.. should i or should i not do anything leh? or juz wait and see ne? later chance fly away how? Haha..
Tian ar.. tell me wad to do leh.. haha..