Words from my heart
Hope she do see this...
I've several contradicting feelings actually. One side of my hand wants to patch... Another side says let go... I'm quite disappointed tat she couldnt do it. I'm quite sad that i couldn't help her. I'm angry tat she broke her promise. I'm feeling miserable bcoz of the incident tat i've caused. I'm happy tat she's finally released from the bird cage. But i'm sad to let her go. But if i dun let her go, she will suffer.
Haiz. So many feelings leh.. Still have to ctrl and cope with studies. Super sianx. How to temporary forget abt this and study for my tests? How How how? I really dun wan to forget lor... The impact is damn big... I really really very very sad she can immediately get over it overnite.. Its true she din wan it to bother her... But.. 2 yrs leh... So easy to get over meh? Haiz... I know i cant do it.. I cant simply forget abt tis impact.. Cuz i still love her.. Yeah. She's right.. Letting go is a form of love... Maybe i really shouldnt create any more miracles......